When someone I’ve never met says something deep and dramatic, it feels powerful. But when I actually know the person, I can only see them trying to make people think they’re intelligent. Which annoys me a little. Is that weird?
Today is Valentine’s Day, and I’ve spent about 6 months worth of savings in 2 weeks. Screw holidays… I’d be happier just staying home and watching old movies and listening to old music and drinking sour cherry soda and pretending I was born in some other decade. That being said, today was amazing :) I hope she likes plants…
Oh, and I can drive now. Well, legally anyway. I keep almost smashing into the garage door, which scares the hell out of my mom. It’s harder than it looks.. I got to drive down to the market at 9 last night to buy some candy, and I’m getting better at turning. I’ve been waiting for this for so long that it feels like it can’t be real. Unfortunately, I don’t think my dad will help pay for a car. He wasn’t willing to pay for my first lesson, and when we were talking about scholarships for college he said he didn’t care if something saved my mom money. The house is much more peaceful now that he’s gone. I think we’re all happier.
I should probably get back to reading Pride and Prejudice now, so I’m going to get off the computer. Wish me luck
